We are they who died and yet came back.
We found no grave in alien earth;
We found no grave at all. We were not buried and yet
We carry with us the smell of the sepulchre.
We died. We died as surely as once we lived;
But no-one wept – for there were none who knew
But us. As even now. They may suspect,
The sensitive ones, but they do not Know.
They will never know, though often we betray ourselves -
A fit of temper, a wildness in the eye, A sudden loss of speech.
But they do not see for they are blind -
And we are dead.
Dear Lord! The blind and the dead!
But they are worse than we
For we are dead because we died,
And they are blind because they will not see.
If only we had been vouchsafed -
As were near-forgotten brothers -
The final physical proof of death;
the mangled body, the bullet-shattered head.
If only we had found that Peace, that Rest,
They could not then have disturbed us more.
Nor we them. They would have acknowledged us then,
And pitied us, and given us of their compassion
That which they now withhold. Indeed, in remembrance,
They might have given us Life instead of Death
In forgetfulness. For we are dead because they
Turn from us – the living dead!
They turn from us Who will not give us Life.
So be it.
We died for them as surely as did those others,
Our brothers; and our reward? To live with Death.
A Death that will not claim us utterly,
Yet sets its seal upon us.
A Death of Heart, of Spirit, of Soul.
A miserable, bitter, lonesome Death
With naught of Glory in it, and naught of Peace.
And we are the lucky ones
BECAUSE WE CAME BACK!
Written by Harry Whittaker rear air gunner on Wellington LN751 which never returned in August 1944.
At the going down of the sun, and in the morning we will remember
them. - Laurence
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